karna ku sayang kamu

seandainya kau ada disini denganku
mungkin ku tak sendiri
bayanganmu yang selalu menemaniku
hiasi malam sepiku
kuingin bersama dirimu
tak akan pernah berpaling darimu
walau kini kau jauh dariku
selalu kunantikan
karna kusayang kamu

hati ini selalu memanggil namamu
dengarlah melatiku
kuberjanji hanyalah untukmu cintaku
takkan pernah ada yang lain
adakah rindu dihatimu
seperti rindu yang kurasa
sanggupkah kuterus terlena tanpamu disisiku
kukan slalu menantimu

If you're not the one -- daniel bedingfield

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't wannna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my _______?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And Im praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

apa sih cinta itu?

entah apa yang ada dipikirannya
selama ini jalan pikiran kita selalu berbeda
lebih tepatnya kalo aku bilang
amat sangat berbeda

asumsi2 kita terhadap masing2
keluhan2 yang ada
ganjalan dalam hati
tak pernah tersampaikan seperti yang dimaksud
semua yang dikiranya terbaik untuk ku
terbaik untuk kita berdua
malah menjadi masalah utama
sumbu pertengkaran
ironi...

mungkin ini bisa menjawab salah satu pertanyaan
atau mungkin juga pikiran yang ada dalam benaknya

kalo bukan karena cinta
mungkinkah ku menaruh harapan?
mungkinkah kucoba lakukan semua tuk pertahankan semua yang sudah terjalin?
mungkinkah ku kunci perasaan sedih, luka, dan sakit hati yang ada?
mungkinkah ku coba tuh buang jauh2 pikiran2 negatif yang ada?
mungkinkah ku menangis saat ku akhiri semua itu?
mungkinkah ku berusaha tuk terlihat tegar?
mungkinkah kujalani hidup bagaikan tanpa arah dan tujuan tanpanya?
mungkinkah ku merasa kehilangan yang amat sangat?
mungkinkah kehampaan ini ada?
mungkinkah ku bertahan sampai detik itu?
mungkinkah kulakukan semua itu?

jawabannya bukan karena aku terlalu bergantung dengannya
aku BISA hidup tanpanya
hanya saja aku TAK MAU
aku BISA dapatkan yang lebih baik
hanya saja aku TAK MAU
aku tak butuh orang lain
aku hanya mau dia
kenapa hal itu sangat susah baginya untuk dipahami?
aku cinta dirinya
sepenuh hatiku . . .
kenapa hal itupun juga diragukan olehnya?

what i believe from affirmation -- savage garden

I believe we place our happiness in other GOD's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe forgiveness is the key to your happiness
I believe in love surviving death into eternity